Forgetting You / Losing Me

There is no real way to express
The profound and rawness
Of missing
You
My Beloved.
This shining soul encased in flesh
Surrounded by skin
Hung on bones.
How is it I lose you so easily
Throughout the day
Neglect at best
Abuse as worst.
As if when the Sun sets it no longer exists.
As if when incarnated
I am no longer the Sacred.
The Loneliness
Descends
So quickly and completely
I lose the time
To catch my Heart
To remember
I have never left.
This is not who I am
Only an experience I am having.
My Beloved
The Sacred
Is with me
Within me
And Without, as Other.
I am submerged.
Engulfed.
Always.